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Notable Entity
03:59
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You'll soon drowned in a lake of your own tears / Created by the guilt you feel for the lives you have despaired
Please shut your eyes and allow me to haunt your dreams / So dark so pale so delightfully heartless so heartless
I've no more blood to bleed all I feel is the ghost of you / My life in a lot less frightening now / It's a lot less frightening now
I'm always on the streets listening to the songs you'd sing / My bones ache from the chill of your absence
I don't want you to turn in to a faded memory / I don't want you to turn in to a faded memory
Shut your eyes and allow me to haunt your dreams x2
I have no more blood to bleed my body's been drained for everyone to see / So cold so heartless
If it's all about you then what about me what about me when will I be free
Please shut your eyes and allow me to haunt your dreams so dark so pale so delightfully heartless so heartless
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Two Wolves
03:24
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I have suffered. I possess no control. And now I'm trapped in a fucked up way of life.
Life decayed there is no lie to defeat the truth. Digging away at your brain you can't even fathom the pain that I've endured. Your brain couldn't process this. This hypocrisy is overwhelming to me.
Choke on your guilt they won't let you spit it up.
Choke on my guilt I am pure filth choke on my guilt I disgust me.
Fucked in the brain only pain I am merely just a stain in this fucked up world.
My life is worth more than all of this but there is no escape from this prison.
My inner demons are at war with the good in me, no hope for peace no freedom from their tyranny.
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Succubus
02:43
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You worthless fuck / Fishing for affection in a sea of rejection / Hook line and sinker
Pulled up suffocating can't breath cut open for the world to see/ Neglecting all of your previous convictions
Who the fuck are you / What the fuck have you turned in to
You feed off of the misery of others / Disgrace to the human race as charming as rape and as beautiful as death
I fear your falling off the deep end / You disguise yourself but I see your true colors
Empty is what you are a burden to society / Cheap slut with a dick in her mouth / Why don't you just kill yourself
Disgrace to the human race as charming as rape and as beautiful as death I fear your falling off the deep end
Yo bitch your game has already been played you are washed the fuck up and you are not worth my time
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Altered
03:10
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Prescribed illness is taking over me / Warping my brain and everything I see / These numb fingers are the only thing proving to me that I am real / My fingers picked to the bone / My teeth are falling out of my head / My nails cracking / My fucking eyes are sinking in
I want my life back . You can't control me. You won't control me. I want my life back. You can't control me. I want my fucking life back
A schizophrenic type of behavior. I cannot grasp reality
Altered state of consciousness causing my perception to grow weak./ Abandoning reality / Downgrading my mentality
Muscles constantly spazzing / Never seeing things for what they are / Laying back as my future decays
Unaware if this ever strays / I want my fucking life back
My fingers picked to the bone / My teeth are falling out of my head / My nails cracking / My fucking eyes are sinking in
I want my life back / You can't control me / You won't control me / I want my life back / You can't control me / I want my fucking life
Dead from the neck up.
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Lead Poisoning
03:34
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Sadistic power tripping fucks! Masturbating on our rights, sodimizing our freedom, throat fucking our civil liberties
Masturbating on our rights, sodimizing our freedom, throat fucking our civil liberties
These mother fuckers don't give a shit about your life, they just want to see you dead. They just want to put the lead in your head
They just wanna see your blood shed / Blood thirsty mother fuckers never getting enough
Society is overwhelmed by their endless wrath of tyranny / Punk mother fuckers won't stop until we're dead
Your government wants you dead. Your government wants you dead. They want you dead. They want you dead
They want to put the lead in your head.
Watching your every move / Compromising our futures / Constantly plotting their next attack
But believe them you are free / They want you to see everything through false eyes
Go to school, go to work, wear your suit, then die / But believe them you are free
Watching your every move. They want you dead. They want to be the ones to put the lead in your head
I can tell they're following me. They won't let me be. The thought, the know. It'll bring you to your knees.
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Death Anxiety
03:28
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Death will find me. As cold as the winter, As dark as a broken light. Oh god, why God.
Will I have left anything to remember or I'm just gone? Cause when you're done you're done.
The wheel keeps turning. There's no break in the cycle. It keeps fucking turning. There is no fucking break.
Romanticizing things like that I should exist, if I bite my tongue then I find my brain is pissed.
Just another name to death's fucking list. Yeah, to death's fucking list.
No one is safe from the kiss of death. A kiss so bitter. What happens to you when you die?
Eternity living in darkness. Forever with, with the ones you love. I, I live in fear. This rests in me, my fear of uncertainty.
My biggest fear of death is that your lives will move on. Will anyone remember me?
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Confess (Interlude)
00:50
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The moon has never felt so cold / The sun has never looked so dark / These feelings won't go away
They're locked inside of me / These are my facts / This is not a prophecy / Forever and ever
Do you think of me cause I think of you / The constant space and the shit that we've been through
I am so dark I'm so cold I'm so broken / I regret every word I left unspoken / Do you think of me cause I think of you
And all the fucked up shit you don't have a clue / I want you to pour your crazy in me
I'm so sorry that I wasn't what you wanted me to be / Forever and ever balancing insanity for the heartbreaker
Blank fucking stares / Blank stares my mind is racing tied to the bed my body's still pacing
You are the most angelic evil I have ever tasted / Destroying pawns with the time that had been wasted
We know this life has matched us / A broken heart doesn't sound that bad
It sounds like pieces of you are resting throughout my body
The army of vultures await your lonesome / Living life in fast forward never stopping for the now balancing insanity x2
The moon has never felt so cold / The sun has never looked so dark / These feelings won't go away they're locked inside of me
These are my facts / This is not a prophecy
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Farewell, Farewell
03:19
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A cold chill always resting in my bones / My words and thoughts will remain unknown
No one will ever see the appalling darkness that rests in me / I lay contemplating whether my thoughts are clear
The curse of life / Contemplating every single fucking fear / Tie the noose around my neck and kick out the chair (kill me)
Tie the noose around my neck and kick out the fucking chair / There's something calming about my body just hanging there
We all smile and pretend that were okay / But life's a bitch it gets harder everyday / Why am I so empty
Why. Will this ever go away no. Why. Won't this go away / I always find myself on my knees
Looking up at you for the answers / For the questions that I seek / Are you there can you help me
I sit and stare expecting the earth to stop / I can't fathom what has come over me / Nobody sees it, nobody feels it
Dear God do you think I'm insane. Can you hear me? Do you feel me? Can you hear me?
I isolate myself like a prisoner on death row. No place I like to call home. This feeling that rests in me. I turn it off so no one will see
I lay contemplating whether my thoughts are clear / The curse of life / Contemplating every single fucking fear
Tie the noose around my neck and kick out the chair / Kick out the chair, kick out the chair
(there's something calming about my body just hanging there). I don't want to be here
We all die alone / That's how our story will close / Am I scared are you scared are they scared
So say your prayers so you know your prepared
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Deliver Us. Deliver Us. Oh God, Deliver Us.
Deliver Us, Deliver Us, Oh God Almighty. Fuck Yourself.
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Severed, broken, and hung out to dry / Bitter cold and fucking disheartened (it's all your fault) you could've made it stop
But now I'm all alone and I'm gunning for your conscious
Oh my god what have I become / I'm so sorry it's me bitter and some / Oh my god what have I become
So, keep it a secret drink the poison fake the smile / Drink the poison fake the smile
Just like Romeo and Juliet / This story will end with a suicide / I've never felt so alive / Or contradictive in my whole life
Oh my god what have I become / I'm so sorry it's me bitter and some / Oh my god what have I become
So, keep it a secret drink the poison fake the smile
Take me back to when our souls flew free / And our minds screamed empathy
Back when we were young the world was bright / I hate to say you've become the void in my eyes
The devil has blue eyes / Just ask me about her / The devil has blue eyes / So just ask me
I lost myself in Heidelberg / I lost myself in Heidelberg / I lost myself.
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Begotten
02:57
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I'm looking for the courage / To end it all / One night blessed with depression / And it's all gone and it's all gone
Oh please lord help me / Please lord help me / Gone forever, show yourself now / Give me the push I need
To finish what I've started
When it's all done so many happy faces / Smiling in a row, standing over my casket
No more lies. Gone forever. No more hate. Gone forever
Dead and gone / It's what we all want / Or at least I believe / I'll trust my instincts / So please, lord
I was once a lovely boy. Full of life, Full of Love. Aspiration. Motivation. Full of life
Please lord help me / Gone forever, show yourself now / Give me the push I need / To finish what I've started
I'm looking for the courage / To end it all / One night blessed with depression
And it's all gone and it's all gone / Oh please lord help me
It's all gone, so now I need help to kill myself
In the name of the father
In the name of the father son and Holy Spirit
Amen
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